Today gonna be a day

 At the time of writing this, I am sitting at my computer fully dressed head to toe in my nicest outfit, getting ready to go to a celebration of life for a dear friend of mine. Im tired as all get out, but I cant sleep right now because im afraid that 1. I wont wake up in time and 2 that I will wrinkle my clothing more than they already are from me trying to put them on.And with everything that...

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2025

We'll it's now 2025 which means it's a whole new year. And I'm just a few days we'll have a president who shouldn't be in office, but I guess that's neither here nor there. People tend to make resolutions every year with the hopes and faith that they'll see them through, and where I think it's great to try and set goals and manifest, when it comes down to it, most never keep them. I've not...

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my book, the holidays, and more!

So with my last update I said that I was in the process of firing my editor, and that has since come and passed the micro gig website found me in favor so that was kind of awesome he's still sent me files that were unusable unrecognizable by any of the platforms that I was going to upload my ebook too and the ebook file that he did send me had glaring errors and also had HTML errors and missing files...

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The election, depression, hope and more

First, I must start this post to let you know that it is going to be a bit of a rant, as well as something that I like to try and stay away from, politics. With the latest election, the country is divided even further. And with the change of the regime, we have the Sword of Damocles hanging over a majority of the nation. Along with the changes coming to the White House, we also have the looming Project...

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Depression, and the hiatus from posting

Well as you know from looking at the dates of the last post to this post it's been quite some time in between. And a lot of that has been the result of just unsurmountable depression that really kind of hit me full force in August and hasn't really let up since then. I've had a lot of anxiety and stress due to my book not being completed in the time frame that I had set aside for it. The editor has...

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My book and it's progress - a review of the last 30 days

 So, as of right now, it's been almost 30 days since my last update here on the blog. There has been a lot of stuff that has happened. Mainly a lot of depression. But tonight, which at the time of writing this it is Friday October 11th, 2024, at 11:08pm PST I have submitted my book to the final editor. It should be back to me within 5 days. It is currently Saturday 12th 2024 at 7:08am in Nigeria....

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Stress, Depression, and more

 So if you've watched any of the YouTube videos that I have uploaded in the past 2 weeks, or listened to the Podcast at all you will know that I am not doing that good right now. There is aton of things that I haven't said on camera or on the podcast that have really be weighing on me.Lately the new thoughts of self-harm have arisen and I have no idea where the hell that has come from. Not like...

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Reflections of 2024 seven months in

 What can i say about 2024 so far? Well, there has been a lot of changes for me, and some milestones met, and new passions ignited and some moments of depression, and others of pure joy, happiness, and gratitude. I started off 24 with an outlook of middle of the road enthusiasm. However, January found me completing my manuscript and from that getting interviewed on several pod casts, becoming...

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Playing with my MacBook Air

A few years ago I was given a MacBook Air a few years ago and never really did anything with it as it was somewhat outdated and I couldn't upgrade to the latest OS which at the time was Catalina. Well I figured out how to go about installing new OS's onto "outdated" computers with a video I came across...

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Cleaning up the last 9 years

 Depression and mental health will cause one to do things that are not typical of who you were before they became part of your life. I look back over the years and see where things have changed, and the slight gradual build up to where I am at this very moment.Over the last few days, I with the help of some good friends, have begun excavating the layers of pain, hurt, and mental illness. Each...

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