Apache Moon - short story

First I must premise this by saying it is an LGBTQ+ story. It is not graphic. But a story none the less. I hope you enjoy and let me know what you think.

Apache Moon by Michael Peterson

Back then the love between same-sex people was taboo and almost outlawed. One could be beaten to death or tried for crimes that we're not committed simply under the suggestion of a sexual perversion. For those of us who found comfort in the arms of those who look like ourselves, the world was a very different place. It was the fall of 1991 when my whole world changed.

I meant a young Native American man called Dancing Bear, but his government issued name was David. Dancing Bear had long jet-black hair, high set cheekbones and Sun kissed skin in the most beautiful bronze-color you ever saw. More like a walking statue carved from some unworthy piece of mahogany. His voice was soft and melodic. Though his laughter was loud and booming, full of life and cheer. People flocked to Dancing Bear like moths drawn to flames. All the girls swooned over him, and the men touted him as a lady killer, wishing they had only a part of his natural charm and charisma.

But I knew his heart. A thing many claimed to know and understand. In Native culture they call it Twin Flame. The banter between us was always topical and child-like in its innocence and always in good humor. As I said we lived in a time where being attracted to anything other than what was "the norm" could cost you your life. Not that either of us had terminology for what we felt. We were just really good friends and talked alot about our childhood, the poor decisions our parents made, the hardships of being a kid, and school, you know, the meaningfully and important topics of "serious" youth conversations. 

We didn't attend the same school, as he went to school on the reservation. But I always rushed home to just spend as much time with him as I could before our parents called us in for the night.

Growing up I was bullied alot as a child. I came from a very small town, and was ignorant of the city and the life of the kids therein. My limited education of bigger topics, terms, and going on's, were not up to date with the more mature children of the big city school that I was forced to attend after my parents divorced. My only saving grace was Dancing Bear, and our friendship. 

On my way home from school one afternoon, my bullies Tom Fredricks and Scott Newland found me and beat me up and tore my shirt, for no other reason than the sport of it. After the assault, I gathered my few things and shuffled home whimpering and feeling sorry for myself. When I came into the apartment complex bloody and crying, Dancing Bear was the first to meet me. He asked me what had happened and I told him the whole affair. 

He walked me to my door, and gave me a hug. That was the first time he had ever hugged me. I felt his strength and his warmth. I felt a strange attraction that I had never felt before. It was like two magnets pulling, trying to unit themselves. An almost supernatural force.

Later that night I heard a tapping on my window. In the pale moonlight I could see it was him and I opened the window quickly. 

"how you doing bud?" He whispered. His voice gave me goosebumps. I dismissed the feeling and thought it must have been the cold fall weather. 

"I'm ok. My mom said she's going to the school tomorrow to talk to the principal. I asked her not to, but she's really mad" I trailed off. 

He smirked at me and said "well I think tomorrow is going to be much better. You have a good night bro." I could see that he had dirt on his face, which was unlike him to even have a hair out of place. But he ran from my window and I heard his door slam shut. 

That next morning my mother took me to school and had a meeting with the principal. When I was allowed to return to my classroom, everyone was whispering as I walked in with my pass from the office, and I took my seat. 

At break, several people came up to me and asked me about the fight that I had with Tom and Scott. I recanted the story to my small captive audience. Then I saw Tom and Scott. Both with swollen black eyes, and busted lips. Apparently the school yard thought that I did that to them, and was all a buzz about it

. 

At lunch, I had to stand behind them. All eyes examining us. They turned to me and Tom said "bout yesterday, sorry man" and then Scott quickly added "no hard feelings" and they got out of line and cut in front of the people at the front. I didn't know what to think. Hushed whispers rang out when they quickly walked away. I felt really insecure about all of it. I was always the type to try to stay out of sight, for fear of being on some bullies radar and getting beat up, even though many times I was much larger than they were, and more stronger physically. 

That day after school I walked home as fast as I could. But I was met by Dancing Bear about a block up from the school. “Hey dweeb, how was school today?” he called out. It startled me and I got excited and replied “It was strange. Scott and Tom had black eyes and were all busted up. Everyone was talking about it. Like I did that to them. They even apologize to me.” I said as I looked over to him. He had a big grinning smirk. In the full light of the day I could see that he had a few scrapes and what appeared to be a bruise on his jaw. But with his dark complexion it was hard to tell.

“Oh good they said sorry, not that it makes up for the fact that they touched you to begin with but…” he stopped. “Did you beat them up?” I shyly asked. His smirk turned into a full smile, and he scrunched his face “I dont know what you are talking about” he snorted. No one ever did anything like that for me. Mostly I was just a wallflower. Something that was in peoples way, not something that would be noticed or even made a fuss over. “Well whoever or whatever did that to them I’m thankful for it” I said sarcastically. It was now summer and my mom found a new house that was cheaper than the apartment we currently lived in and wanted to move us away. Even though it was only a few miles away on the other side of town, it might as well been the seventh moon of Jupiter. I protested the best I could, but she had already signed the paperwork and told management that we would be out within a few weeks. 

The last night in our apartment, Dancing Bear came to my window. “Hey you.” his voice was falsely upbeat. 

“So tomorrow is the big day huh?” 

“Yeah, I dont want to go. I like it here. I dont want to leave you behind.” I confessed.

“Its not that far, we’ve walked further together. Its not like its a state away or anything. We can still hang out” he said. The thought of us still being friends and hanging out somehow made it easier to leave. But those were the promises of children. Children who had no control over where their lives would take them. After a few days of getting settled into my new house, I got on my bike and rode over to the old apartment to go see Dancing Bear. When I got there, and knocked on his door. His grandmother answered the door and said that he had been taken by Child Protective Services and placed back out on the Reservation.
My heart broke. The Reservation was twenty miles away and quite literally two cities away. Sadness and grief filled my little heart. 

Some years passed, and I had made friends with other people and had even moved back in with my father after my mother made a series of really bad decisions that affected my safety. It wasn’t until the summer of my high school graduation in 1999 that I returned to the town that I had once lived in. I still had a ton of friends and people who lived there and would come back every few weeks and visit with them when I lived with my dad. But the day after I graduated High School, I went over to my friends house, where they were having an end of the school year/graduation barbecue to celebrate. When I pulled up to the house, there were tons of people standing in the yard. Music blaring and the smell of a cook out in the air. Everyone shouted out my name as I pulled in. All but one.

A tall young man, with jet black hair down to his waist, slowly turned, as my heart dropped when we locked eyes.It was Dancing Bear. I dropped my overnight bag and ran to him and we threw our arms around each other. It had been ten long years since we saw one another. And it was just a coincidence that he was here, at my new friend's house. It was like the music and everyone disappeared. Holding back tears in my eyes I whispered into his ear “where have you been? I’ve missed you so much.” He squeezed tighter “lost until now.” Those familiar goosebumps returned to my skin, like they had that night at the window.
The onlookers were confused, as they watched this familiar intimate embrace. He wrapped his arm over my shoulder and grabbed my bag off the ground. “How the hell do you two know each other?” my friend Justin asked. We both laughed “We’ve known each other for a very long time, and its a reunion long past due.” Dancing Bear said. 

I watched him dancing, singing, fooling around, carefree and happy. Like we did growing up.How the whole world seemed to be caught in his orbit. My heart was happier than it had been in years. As night approached, we “had to go to the store”, so we excused ourselves and went for a walk. We caught each other up about what had happened over the years. What adventures we went on. And how there always seemed to be a void in our lives because we were not able to stay in contact. 

It was a full moon that night. The air was thick, but cool for a summer evening. There was an outlook that had an old grove of olive trees on it. A place that I went to many times throughout the years when I needed to get away from everyone. We sat down in the thicket of grass and just looked at the rising full moon coming up over the horizon. In the dim light, I could still see his bronze skin, and long black hair. He was outlined in pale golden yellow. It was like a dream. Us sitting together, talking, laughing the way we did when we were younger. He looked over at me and smiled. “What?” I asked. “Nothing, just looking at you. Seeing the kid I knew looking back at me from a mans face. Its nice.” I was caught off guard by this. “I love you. I have since the moment we met. You are seriously the only person who kept me sane living in those apartments. And when you left, it killed me. Part of the reason I went to live on the Reservation. I couldn’t stand being there without you” he stopped. “I came back a few days later and your mom had told me that CPS took you. I think I cried the whole way back to my house.” He put his strong arms around me and hugged me. “Well I am here now, for tonight anyways, and with you and that is all that matters. I forgot how much fun it was to be around you.” Then he kissed me. A deep longing, passionate kiss. The type of kiss that had more than love behind it. It was my first time ever kissing a man. But instinct took over and I returned it. It wasn’t ‘kissing a man’ to me, it was like kissing my other half. That part of me that had been missing my whole life up to that point. My heart, my soul, my spirit connected with his, like the magnets finally embraced. Like all that was wrong in the world, all that held us back, went away and we connected deeper than anything I had ever felt before. We laid in the grass, embraced in something that transversed the mundane. It was more than two bodies in the thralls of passion. It was the reunion of two halves made whole. It was a spiritual intimate connective bond. To call it anything other than love would be to cheapen and prevert what was taking place.

The moon now in all of its full glory swon down on us. The stars, our blanket. The earth, our bed. I laid there listening to his heart, and to the breaths he took. I never wanted it to end. But like all good things, it had to. We realized that we had been away from the party longer than was acceptable. 

“Do we have to go back?” I asked. “I dont want to either but I think its best we do” he said while putting his shirt back on. We slowly walked out of the old olive grove, this time holding hands. Another first for me, but it wasn’t strange, or unusual, it was comforting, it was home. When we got within a block of the house, we could still hear laughing and the smell of burning wood in the bonfire now. He looked at me and kissed me again. As he let go of my hand and we walked up the driveway to mingle back into the crowd. We sat around the fire listening to Art Laboe's top 40s. We all eventually made our way into the house, and into our respective sleeping areas. I laid on the floor in the den by myself, staring at the ceiling. It was dark, and cool. A shadow appeared. It was Dancing Bear. He laid next to me on the floor and draped his arm around me. He looked up at me and again our lips met. The whole dance began again. And when it was done. We held each other for what seemed like forever. And he said “I have to get back to my room, otherwise im going to fall asleep here and we’ll have some explaining to do in the morning.” And of course I protested. But I understood what he meant and didnt want to have to answer those questions when the others woke up and found us laying together. By the time I woke up that morning, he had left again. He was never one for goodbyes. But I still felt him. Like a fresh kiss was on my cheek. My Dancing Bear had returned to wherever it was that he went when we were not around each other. My heart hurt as I didnt know when or if I would see him again. 

But to this very day, full moons hold a special place in my heart. Over the years, I’ve heard through the grapevine here and there that he is doing well, or that someone spotted him in this town or that town. But I still have yet to see my Twin Spirit. But every full moon, I look up and say a prayer, that he is blessed, well, and loved.

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The Waiting Room - short story

 The Waiting Room by Michael Peterson

It was a fun, beautiful summer day. My friend Stephine and I were driving along. Listening to music, laughing, and just enjoying life. In love with life but not each other. A rare platonic relationship between a man and woman. We were goofy and silly. People always made the assumption that we were together. But she had a husband and kids, and I had a proclivity to others like myself. It was our “therapy time”. Just getting in the car, with no destination, no plan, no expectations. Just get in, buckle up, and drive. We drove for what seemed like hours. Just enjoying the warm summer air coming through the windows. We pulled over to watch the sunset over a lake. Still listening to our music. The day was perfect. Just two really good friends, hanging out. As the light dimmed it began to feel like I was floating. I looked to where Stephine was and she wasn’t there. But there was a door. “What the fuck is going on” I said out loud. The music was softer now, more tinny. I noticed that the lake was nothing more than a mural on the wall. Confusion set in as I tried hard to remember what was going on. I felt drunk, and lightheaded. Like it was the first time I had ever stood or walked. None of the usual pains, or heaviness. Almost like gravity was somehow less, and that it was less effort to make simple movements. I opened the door and saw a small hallway with a few chairs and what looked like a woman with a clipboard. I walked up to her and said “hey how did I get here?” To which she said in a super cheery voice, “My name is Stephine, and you’ve been here for several hours now sir, just looking at a painting in the hall. What was it that you were looking at?” Puzzled, I said “a lake at sunset.” She smiled. “Where am I? I dont remember coming here, or where here is? Where is my friend Stephine?” my voice trailed off as I struggled to piece things together. My memory and thoughts were like trying to read a book under cloudy water. Bits and pieces came but it was fuzzy. “Oh, well this is a waiting room. A new corridor seemed to just appear to the side of her. That or I was just in so much of a daze that I didnt notice it. In this area with another set of hallways, one of them painted grey, the other well lit, and bright. There was what appeared to be a reception desk. There was an older woman with long grey, unkempt hair, in an old worn nightgown. She didn’t say anything, but anytime someone would come and write something on the clipboard on the counter by her, she would throw her arms up like she wanted a hug, and people would just walk by. She looked like she was straight out of a nursing home or an asylum. The lady behind me said “hospital! Poor dear has been her for years. This is kind of her job. Day in and day out she stands there and does the same thing over and over.” I turned to look back at her. The same repetition over and over. “Has anyone ever talked to her or asked her what she's doing here? Does she ever go home? What’s her story?” I questioned. “No. Just one day she was there. We just kinda let her be.” Stephine said. I noticed that sometimes people would come out of the Grey area and other times they would come in from the door that I had walked in through and just took a seat. But each person stopped at that clipboard, read it for a moment and signed it, and then walked past the old lady and either turn to the right or went through a set of double doors. I walked over to the clipboard. As I did I looked down the grey hallway but didnt see much as it made a right turn. There was a big picture window that I hadn’t seen behind the counter with the clipboard on it. I looked at the clipboard and there were all types of names, with little pictures next to them. Some of the names were in crayon, some fancy scrolled signatures with little doodles of a cloud, or a cat, or a heart. “You may sign it anytime you are ready to sir.” Stephine said. I looked at her and said “what is it for?” at which point a middle aged man about five foot five, heavy set, and naked and looking wet, came walking in from the gray hall. His bare feet slapping the floor with every step he took. “Excuse me” he said as he reached for the clipboard. “Um hey buddy why are you naked?” I asked. “Just happens sometimes. You never know, I guess.” And he signed his name, and drew a little car. Looked at the window, smiled and then turned to walk past the old lady, who like clockwork threw her hands up and smiled, he went over and hugged her, and continued on, and he stopped and looked at the other grey hallway, and then at the double doors like he didn’t know which way to go. “Sir” Stephine called “You want the hallway to the right.” He looked over his shoulder, and took a deep breath and sighed and turned and walked down the hall. “Is it ok for him to be naked like that?” I said to Stephine. “Oh it happens more often than you’d realize.” She said. “Well sir, its your time to sign the clipboard.” She smiled. “What is it for? And where am I? Why do I have to sign it at all? And where is my friend Stephine?” I demanded. “Sir, Im the only Stephine here right now. And this is a waiting room.” I walked over to the clipboard and the words had changed on it, but the signatures were the same. But it now said “Please inscribe your name,and draw a little picture of what makes you happy, doesn’t have to be artistic, just a doodle.” I looked at the window and it seemed to be playing a movie now. Some familiar scenes. My first dog. The christmas that I got a new bike. Swimming at a pool party. Sitting in history class doodling in the margins of my book. A dental appointment I had to get fillings. A balloon that I got at a circus when I was 5yrs old. Random unsequiencial images and events, that were personal to me. Things I had forgotten, things that had just happened. But how and why were they playing on this screen? “What…?” “You know hun” Stephine cut me off. My eyes began to well up. “You mean?” I forced the words, “but how? Why?” She furrowed her brow “why not?” I then heard a little voice behind me “‘scuse me” and a little hand pushing past me. It was a little girl about 5yrs old. Short blonde hair, and a little yellow dress with white flowers on it. She picked up the board and scribbled Sussie in a blue crayon and drew a little cat. She then went skipping toward the double doors, and the old lady crouched down and threw her hands up and Sussie went over and gave her a hug, and the lady walked her to the door and opened it for her “thank you nice lady” she said as she walked through. The old lady returned to her post, and looked at me. “Did she...was she…” my voice cracked as the realization began to set in. “Yes” Stephine said softly. “Did I ever have a friend Stephine? In the car? I mean…” again my voice left me. “You and your friend were together yes. But her name wasn’t Stephine. That is my name. And it was in the car too. I was sent to be with your friend Sarah that day. And for whatever reason you saw me and new my name, and didn’t see Mandy sitting there in the passenger seat, or standing with you at the lake. But I guess none of that matters now.” She said. “I began to write my name. And drew a balloon. I dont know why a balloon, but it was the first thing that came to mind. The old lady turned to me and threw her arms up. I knew it was now my turn to go. I looked at the elderly lady and smiled and hugged her. I got to the door and the hallway. “Oh sir” Stephine called out urgently as I reached for the door. “Apparently there's been a mistake. Not now.” I awoke. The light was blinding. My head was hurting. The beeping of machines, and the out of tune sound of voices. “Where...where am I” My voice was shaky and raspy. “You're at St. Peter’s hospital. You were in an accident over by Lake Pleasant. But you and your friend are going to be fine. You’ve been out for a few days. She’s already gone home. A car lost control while you were at the lookout and ran into the back of your car and pushed it over the embankment.” The doctor explained. Bits and pieces of those moments came back. Mandy screaming. That floating feeling. The dimming light and the muffled sounds of the radio. “You are lucky to be alive son. It was only a small drop but still someone was watching over you two that day. But now that you are awake, im going to keep your for observation for the night and you can go in the morning. Get some rest.” The doctor said. I fell back into a dreamless sleep. The next morning my discharge was early. I got up, and dressed. Still a bit weak. Mandy was there to drive me home. As we were walking we came up on a door that was opened. In there was an older woman hooked to all manner of machines. Long grey hair, and a worn nightgown. “It cant be!'' I exclaimed. “What?” Mandy asked. “I know this woman.” I went into her room. It was the same lady from the waiting room. The old lady who offered hugs to those who signed their names. I walked over to her, and took her hand in mine, and leaned over and hugged her and whispered “thank you”. For a brief moment it felt like she squeezed my hand. But she laid there motionless. A reflex perhaps. As we left the room, and nurse with a clipboard rounded the corner and cheerfully smiled “oh good morning, on your way home?” “Yes.” I quickly said “The lady in there, how long has she been here?” I asked. “Well I really cant say much, but its been several months. But I have the feeling that she is a lovely woman, who just feels that everything is better with a hug” she smiled. “Well you take care hun, we dont want to see you any sooner than you need to be.” And as she walked past I noticed her name tag said Stephine and there was a little red balloon sticker next to it. To this day I dont know if my experience in the waiting room was real, or just a delusion. I do know that Stephine and the old lady were somehow connected, and that I was changed for my interactions with them.

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The Screaming Forest

 The Screaming Forest by Michael Peterson

In a land enveloped by darkness stands a forest that the people of the land stay far from. They say it was cursed by dark magics long ago. An army of twelve thousand soldiers, were commanded by King Rhinehart to invade the neighboring kingdom of Drask. The Draskan people heard of this invasion that was to come from Rhienhurst and sent their army of twelve thousand warriors to the defense. In the middle of this would be battlefield lived a man who was learned in the old ways, and his family. He longed for his solace and the happiness therein. He did not take kind to those who would happen upon him and his little family, especially those who would trespass and try to take from him. 

He would use his skills to help any who requested it of him, but at the end of the day, just wanted his little world to be undisturbed. His wife Lynn and his daughter Nasea, carved out a meager living. Lynn spoke to the earth and to the plants that grew, Ven to the Elements and spirits, and Nasea to animals. 

The great warring horns sounded from the North and From the West. The faint cries of blood thirsty men and the thundering of their running and their beasts filled the air like a violent storm.

Ven knew what was to come and wanted no part of this impending battle that was to take place in his valley. Both warring parties were soon in sight. The air thick with rage and blood lust. The commanders of both armies came forth to begin their campaigning and boastering of whose might was stronger, and whose cause more just. 

In their screaming match, it was as if Ven and his family did not exist. Ven shouted "I care not who you are. Nor why you would spill each other's blood. But you shall not do it here on my ground. I have lived here in peace, with my family, for longer than I have memory for. This land was worked by my father, and his father, all the way back for as long as time, it seems. You trespass, and may not make your war here, where my family and my home are kept." Ven declared.

The commander from Rhiehurst was a presence that commanded acknowledgement by lesser people, moved closer. A barbaric looking man, in bloodstained armor, sat on the back of a pure black horse. "I am King Rhinehart's General Franstrom the Black. No man stands before my lord's wishes. You are commanded to stand aside or you shall taste my blades wrath." Franstrom boasted. 

Another voice shouted back "I am Camore of Drask, my lord has commanded my blade to defend his land, and the Draskan people. You invade without provocation and this is where you shall be turned from your task." Camore said. 

"Did you not hear me? My voice I know, is not silent" Ven shouted at them both, this time with a loud booming thunder behind it that shook the very ground they stood upon. 

They gave him notice. "Stand aside you fool, you see the army I command, you will be nothing more than the mud beneath our boots." Franstrom spit. Lynn stepped around from the side of Ven, "Sir, you know not what you presume, the mud is mine to command, and this is our land! You, and all those who have rallied here today, are the ones that need to step aside." Lynn's hand began to glow a bright green color and with a gesture of her long fingers the land went soft and became mud. Nasea clung to her mothers dress peeking from behind her. "Witch how dare you" Franstrom shouted and threw a dagger that struck Lynn in the chest. The light from her hand, and eyes faded. 

Nasea let out a scream that caused all the animals on the battlefield to faint. Ven looked on in horror as his wife fell to the ground. He rushed to her side, pleading for her not to leave him. Growling under his breath. Nasea went silent. Camore held her by the hair and ran his blade across her tiny throat. 

Instantly a low thundering sound filled the air. Ven covered in the blood of his wife, watched as the now lifeless body of his daughter was thrown into the mud and her blood wiped from Camore's dagger. Ven let out a howling scream that caused Camore's body to explode. Visera splattered the men behind him. 

He turned his gaze upon the Drask army. Blood red lighting filled the skies above. Franstrom called for his army to attack. An arrow shot past Ven's face inches from his eye grazing his cheek. Ven let out a sound like a million lions roaring all at once. The spirits that he knew answered his call. 

They came forth from the ether and began violently ripping apart the army of Rhinehurst. Franstrom charged Ven and drew his sword. "You and what's left of your men shall stand vigil over what you've done here this day." Ven waved his hand and lightning melted Franstrom's sword. 

His legs froze in place. Panic struck his heart for the first time. A loud cracking settling sound could be heard from all around him as his men began to petrify and become gnarled twisted trees. Their horrified screams silenced. Franstrom began hitting at his slowly petrifying legs. 

The Draskan army turn to flee at the sights and sounds of what was happening to the Rhinehurst army. The blood red lightning struck the ground all around them, as if it were a cage. "Where is it that you would go that my power would not find? Stand your grounds oh brave soldiers! You followed these orders, and your commander laid waste to my life. And so from you, I take yours in unworthy payment..” he painfully looked down at his hands covered in his wifes blood as his voice trailed off “..for my broken heart” Ven looked up and fixed his gaze once again on the Draskan army “Let this to be where your lines end." 

Ven's eyes glared with hatred and heartbroken pain. "Your souls are mine" he reached out his hand and made a grasping motion. The flesh of the Draskan army fell like drops of rain with only an ethereal spirit of the men who once stood in its place now were. 

"I bind you to this land, never to return home, never to know honor, glory, or love. I take from you whatever afterlife you had been promised. I take from you the light of day, and the glow of the moon. Trapped herein for all time. Forever and always. Even longer than that. No man, woman, child, or god will ever bless you, save you, nor reverse what has been done to you here this day. Your voices lost among the screaming of the forest! Your spirits are the fog which arise from the ground." A tear ran down his face as the ground and air grew thick with mist, as the spirits of the fallen army collapsed into plumes of smoke. Ven walked to his wife and his daughter. His heart hurt. And the tears came now like rain. Beautiful Purple flowers grew all around Lynns body where her blood flowed. The creatures both great and small laid at Nasea's small body. Her hair stained with her blood. Ven dropped to his knees. In anguish he stuttered out "Not my loves. Please, not this! Oh death, could you not make an exception? Could a deal not be made? Oh spirits please, hear me in my time of need." He sat there on his knees weeping, holding them both. A hand gently fell on his shoulder and squeezed him. It was Lynn's spirit. "My love. My husband. You who have foresight of spirits. I will never leave your side" She said with a smile. "Me too papa, me too" Nasea's little voice sang. A fawn stood up from Nasea's side and walked over to Ven and nudged his hand. He gently caressed the velvety soft fawn. The other animals began to depart, and their spirits faded. 

Ven went back to his humble little cottage that used to be filled with love, and laughter, and shut the door. Spent, and tired from the pain in his soul. He fell into a deep sleep. So deep in fact that the vines and grasses grew over him, and entombed him. His body, soul, and magic fused into one being. In nature he could be with his girls again. His life wasn't forfeited however, just able to live on for all time through nature itself. Its conscious and heart. Its connection to the world of man. And the warning of the forest, and the screams therein. To any who should trespass there. Or to make war in peaceful lands. And that is the story of the Screaming Forest.

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The Voice - Short Story

 The Voice by Michael Peterson 

A man tired from his day, wary of spirit and needing solace embarked into the wilderness. There he sat himself next to a creek. Around him the voice of the forest spoke. The chattering of chipmunks, the song of the birds. The ebb and flow of the wind rustling in the trees as the earth breathed. He sat for along while in silence and in awe. It was a place he had come to in the past. A sanctuary of primal energy, a wisdom beyond the ego of man. Each tiny thing therein a living universe. All interdependent of the next, a symphony of symbiosis. Here he felt connection. Here he felt understanding. Here he knew peace.

"Ah little forest, you have heard my confessions many times. Yet I wonder how many you've heard before me, and still yet how many you will hear after me? "

He closed his eyes. Fighting back his own little rivers. His thoughts turned to the natural order of things. Of the fish that swam in the waters next to him. Did they fight so hard to return to their spawning grounds because it was habit? Or did they do so in hopes of reclaiming something from their past? Or was it that primal wisdom that drove them? That in their hearts they divined some greater knowing and understanding? That their journey wasn't about them, but about those along the way. Those who would feed upon them. That their spirit passed into another. And that their life wasn't a sacrifice, but a service. That their purpose was to bring others what they needed?

"Or maybe they're just fish" he said out loud giggling to himself. A bird began chirping and it sounded like laughing as if nature was answering him. The sun began to shine through the treetops. He closed his eyes and drew it all in. Then a voice spoke to him in his thoughts, "the age of man is coming to an end. A new dawn comes." It trailed off. Visions of the forest growing thicker, and the animals becoming more populated. Of the little creek digging away at the bank, becoming deeper and further down in elevation. Of it becoming a river. The trees growing and dying, and re-growing. The sounds of the world changing from a modern roar to a harmonic song. Of names that had been given. Being forgotten. And new names bestowed. Of quadruped becoming bipedal. But this was not new knowledge. This was shared, yet forgotten knowledge. This was memory, and discovery. Past, present, future. A connection found in disconnection. An awakening or a momentary ah ha. The voice once again returned "a part of, not apart from. Though one age ends, another begins. Your form may not remain, but your spirit will."
He opened his eyes again. "Who are you voice, to proclaim such knowledge?" He demanded. A frog croaked. A bird sang. A squirrel chattered. A deer came out into a clearing. The wind gusted. Then all fell silent.  "Mother!"

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The player - shot story

The Player by Michael Peterson 10/21/21

A vagabond stood on the corner, dirty and unkempt. All his worldly possessions in an old rucksack next to his old faithful black dog. Not rich by societal standards, but rich in heart and soul. 

From an old battered and beaten case, his calloused hands withdrew an old violin. As he tuned the strings and rosin the bow. His dog laid down, and looked upward toward his master. He drew the bow sharply and quickly against the strings. A loud screech sounded out, grabbing the attention of the people who were walking by. 

Suddenly he began whipping the bow back and  forth. The instrument screamed as in pain. Horrid undefined melodies furiously flew from it. People covered their ears and turned up their lips, booing him and making snide remarks. His eyes clenched shut, as he moved with the shins that came from it. Then he slowed his pace. The sounds of a master boomed where the howling had just been. The before incomprehensible wailing had been. Then feverishly he began ripping at the cords with the bow again. Blunt, uncaring, unrefined movements, screamed from the instrument. High pitched squalling, rampant succession of the scales. A sharp,  D minor, G major,  B flat, the sounds of a child playing with a musical instrument. Then within the tempest of assaulting sounds an undercurrent of his mastery began to eek out. 

As I sat there, listening to him, I could hear his story loud and clear. His pain, suffering, and heartbreak were all there. These random noises he pulled from the violin weren't random at all. Each of the blunt hard strokes were his racing thoughts. His rise and fall. His loss. His journey from everything to nothing. His fall from grace. Not a fall from divinity mind you, as you could hear his unspoken song to the heavens of you truly listened, but the fall from social grace. The loss of his place within the world. His place within the orchestra's line up. The los of his wife, the home they built, the life they had, the lamenting that still lived in his heart. 

His eyes still wielded shut, allowed thin rivers of tears the streak down his unwashed face. His dog looking up at his whole world, sat there poised and captivated with love and admiration for her master. Tail softly wagging as if keeping tempo with him. 

People still listened unaware of what was actually transpiring at that moment. Unwilling to listen to what emotions flowed from the crass abrasive song that was coming from his playing. 

His whole story sang to me. I understood this violence, and heard the beauty therein. I watched all of this unfold as he played. Then he slowed his pace again. The beautiful symphony once again returned, and began to fade as the violin grew quieter and quieter. He was done with his song. The storm inside him quelled. He drew a tag from his pocket, and wiped his eyes. The dog stood up and wagged her tail faster and with excitement. 

He placed the violin into its case, as she snuck in a few quick licks. "Yes baby I love you too. Ok Gracie girl, let's get going." She jumped around excitedly and let it a few quick yip's. And they began walking toward my direction. 

I stopped him and said "sir, i'm sorry for your pain. Your playing really moved me." Shocked he said "you heard that?" Puzzled I nodded. "Most only hear noise, and they have nothing kind to say" he trailed off. "I could hear it and feel it, and noticed your tears" I shared. His dog nuzzled my hand for pets. "And who is this" I said happily. "This is Gracie. My only friend in the world. Named after my beloved wife who passed some time ago. We always wanted a dog but never had the time. She and I both worked. But she got sick and left me on a Tuesday. So when I got her, the name fit. She's always loved my playing, just like she did. So now all we have is each other, and my violin" he said with a humble smile and went to continue by. I reached into my pocket and pulled what money I had and handed it to him. "Thank you for your music" I said and walked to my car. Later that evening in my way home from work i spotted him again. This time with a single rose in his Hand washing into a cemetery. I pulled too the side and watched as he walked six rows in and five plots over. He laid the rose down. Drew out his violin and began playing. A soft beautiful melody. Gently he pulled the bow back and forth. Each string vibrated and sang like a choir of angels. 

When he was done, he kissed his index and middle finger and touched the tomb stone. Collected his items, and disappeared into the trees behind the cemetery.

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