Contents under pressure

For the last week and a half I have felt like I am under a ton of pressure. Not like stress or work related but emotional pressure. I have just had a ton of things land on me and cause me grief. I have fought with my family, gone to dark places in my mental health and so much more. Being bipolar and...

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As Thanksgiving nears

Been doing some thinking over the last week or so. It feels like 2013 is going by so quickly, or at the very least that parts of it has. I look back over the last year and think of the great times that I had, and the horrible tragedies that have happened. I lost my aunt, my dad, and my grandfather,...

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Again…

They say a picture is worth a thousand words. If this is true then what does this picture say about me and my current mood.I am have been feeling like I’m constantly lost, or without purpose and direction. I feel trapped in my life, with no where to turn.I am constantly depressed and feeling low....

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Have you ever....

Have you ever just had that feeling that you are drowning and that nothing you do can or will make that feeling go away?No matter how much you do, no matter how much you say, it just feels like every step forward takes you five steps back. I'm really starting to feel that way right now, and I don't...

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Time keeps on ticking by

Typically I use to love the night time. But it seems as of late that I have come to loath the hours between 6pm and 2am (or whenever I happen to pass out). I am just racking my mind over every little thing that happens to pop into it. I feel like there is something that is missing from my life, and...

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Reaching out…and not being there!

So sometimes I go through periods where I absolutely freeze up and just need someone to talk me down and help me get shit figured out. Today was one of those days. Since having become bipolar, I find that there are times where I just freeze and get overloaded with information and need help processing...

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Sometimes Music Helps

So the last few days I’ve been really upset because I just feel like I haven’t had a voice, and whenever I do say something that I am chastised for doing so. Since going back to mental health and working through some things, I’ve been told time and time again that I need not bottle things up and to...

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Anxiety in the United States

If you’re like most people, chances are you have a hard time not worrying, at least some of the time. Whether you’re preoccupied with small stuff or you can’t shake the sensation that you’ve left the stove on or the door unlocked when you leave the house, worrying comes in all shapes and sizes. But...

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For those bullied and for those who suffer

To This Day Project by Shane Koyczan [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=ltun92DfnPY] Hello Cupcake It’s Me makes no claims to this original content created by Shane Koyczan....

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