A Positive Uptick

 So over the last few days I took to cleaning my house. It has been a very meager endeavor however, a productive one none the less. Now many people would not think it is a "big deal" and isnt post worthy. But why it is a "big deal" in my universe is because I literally do not clean as it triggers...

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A cautious happiness

 So over the last few days, it has come to my attention that it has been almost 6 month since I started going to the YMCA. And its been almost as long since I've really experienced any depression too. Its been nice not having my brain yell at me every second of the day telling me that I would be better off dead, and that no one loves me, and that I am a burden, etc. It has given me a few...

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Laughter really is the best....at times

So recently I was given a specialty sourdough pancake gift set. It consisted of a bottle of dark stout beer and the pancake mix. Both were in glass beer bottles, and locally made. I was rather excited to receive the gift, and thought that it would be fun to try them, as I never thought of using a beer...

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A period of

So I realized this morning as I was waking up, that I haven't updated my blog in awhile. I make sure to update my YouTube channel and my Podcast but somehow overlooked my poor blog. Well if you have been following along with me for any length of time then you know I can get kinda distracted and...

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2022 a Review

 2022 has seen a good many up's and down's. We've lost some pretty amazing actors, actresses, singers, composers, friends, and family. We've seen uncertainties and unrest carried over from the Covid scare. We've had many achievements in the fields of industry after the pandemic lockdowns. We have gone even further into the cosmos and seen new sights that were not meant for our undeveloped mortal...

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Random musing

 Good morning peopleRemember that your journey in life has many ups and downs. Sometimes you'll climb those ups with ease, and sometimes you'll slide back down. The main thing to focus on is the destination. Enjoy your journey too. Embrace the suck. And learn your lessons along the way. Offer a helping hand even to those who wouldn't do the same. We all are at different places in our own personal...

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I did a thing

 So I've done a thing. I joined the YMCA and it's been a really interesting choice so far. So I've needed to start working out since I haven't been able to walk. So I've started doing water aerobics. Y'all when I tell you it's been kicking my butt, that's a bit of an understatement. My legs hurt so bad. But I'm sure it'll get better the more I do it.I'll be covering my adventures on YouTube channel...

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My Cirkul Water experience

I dont endorse or tell yall about things I dont try and like myself. And its no difference with this product. Not only is it budget friendly but I just love it.Lets face it, drinking water is no fun. After awhile you just go through the motions. But why would you when you could get yourself Cirkul?...

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Back at it

  Well I am going to give it another go. I have been sedentary for two years now. My back, my legs, and other parts of my body have begun to suffer. I can barely stand for any length of time. I find it difficult to walk. I was doing so good, and that god damn kidney stone took it all from me.If I continue on the path I am now, I will probably be totally immobile within the next year or two. So...

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The 4th of July

Many people celebrate the 4th of July for different reasons. Some its a holiday to get drunk and have a BBQ, others its for the celebration of our freedoms. For me, it is a little bit of both. But mostly as a time of getting together with friends and family to celebrate being together. And it will always...

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