WHAT THE ACUTAL FUCK

Today has been a "What the Actual Fuck" type of day. I woke up and was looking forward to going to my group therapy and while we were in session, I get a notification that a subscription was being withdrawn from my account, and then it was blocked, then was pulled from another account, then got blocked and finally taken out of another account which was linked to my bank account which at the time didn't have the money to cover the charge.

In a panic, I left my therapy session to deal with all of this and in the meantime my bank shut off my debit card which has everything in my life attached to it. My credit card almost locked up. And trying to follow the digital breadcrumbs, while being in crisis mode, and trying to navigate through all of the stupid automated prompts, just to get to a live agent, only for them to not fully understand the importance of what's going on and offering absolutely NO help in the long run, it makes an already stressful situation one that is a thousand times worse. 

In an age where everything is digital, one would assume that it would be easy to just recorrect the chain of events that have transpired but no. "I'm sorry Mr. Peterson, I don't have that prompt on my screen, and I do not have an option to do anything but the options that I have given you...." HOW IN THE FUCK IS THAT HELPING ME WITH CUSTOMER SERVICE? Like get your boss or your boss's boss or the president of the company, or the head of the shareholders, or Bob in Accounting, whoever it is call them and get them on this problem and fix shit. I swear the more advance we become, the more stupid people become. Because if it's not written out on their scripts then they can deviate from that. 

So now here I sit. Emotionally exhausted and physically tired, and hungry and still have an entire day to finish, and ZERO desire to do any of it.