Pride Month

June has been deemed Pride Month and as such so on the YouTube channel I am showcasing a member of the LGBT+ Community on each video. The first video I did today was on Brandon Teena, who was a transgender man who was murdered and raped you can watch the video here. The next video is on Mathew Shepard. I am hoping to shed light on hate crimes and help others to LGBT History. So I hope that you...

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Feeling Blissful

Over the last few days I have felt rather blissful. Im still battling the last leg of Covid. I'm past my 10 day infectious stage. But I have this damn lingering cough, sore throat, and ear infection. The doctor's will not do shit about it, and I honestly believe that its "punishment" for not being vaccinated....

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What to do

 So as per usual I get a midnight phone call about the biological egg carton, telling me that she is back on her way to the hospital and that she is being well HER!I honestly don’t know what to do about her, let alone do I actually want to do anything about her. My night was peaceful and nice, just watching the Simpson’s and playing with my cat. Now a kind of gloom has set in. It’s not the stress...

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Being sick as single adult

 When you are younger and you get sick, its almost like a holiday. As an adult, its anything but. As a kid you are waited on hand and foot. You got to watch The Price is Right, drink 7-Up, and ear the almighty Chicken Soup with saltine crackers. As an adult you wander around your house aimlessly. Searching for whatever comfort you can find. If you are hungry, you have to find the food and cook...

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The spring and it's changes

 With spring in full bloom things are starting to look up for the better. My depression is slowly going away. I've even been gifted some really nice things! I've been given an iPad Air 2, and a MacBook. I've as yet got the MacBook to work as the power cord didn't work so now I'm waiting for it to come.I'm actually writing this post on the new iPad. It's a bit to get used to, as I've been a PC...

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Doing better, feeling good!

 Well I fell as if I am finally past this last depressive spell I went through. Bella's passing, being out of sorts with my friends, feeling lonely and angry, really did a toll on me. I miss Bella daily. The adoption of Ba-Boy has really changed things in me. Im trying to keep from yelling and screaming at him, and take into consideration that even though he is a large cat, that he still is a...

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Another upswing?

 Things seem to be normalizing again after this last bout of depression. I know I say that quite a bit. But yeah that was almost 5 months long this time around. Yes, there were some contributing factors that kept it going, like the loss of my dear sweet Bella. I still tear up about losing her and seeing old pictures of her. I love my new cat Ba-Boy. He is a total nerd and filled with so much...

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Maybe it's ADHD

 So over the last 6 months I have started following a few diagnosed ADHD people on social media platforms like Tik Tok and Facebook, and have begun questioning my own mental health diagnosis as I have found that most often that ADHD seems to be undiagnosed or misdiagnosed. I've also recently...

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Hello Cupcake It's Me a Podcast

Well y'all I am now going to be doing a biweekly podcast. I will be taking the YouTube videos that I make and turning them into podcasts, that will be published on Spotify and Google Podcasts. And if you are the podcast listening type of person, now you will be able to follow along in video or audio...

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