Another upswing?

 Things seem to be normalizing again after this last bout of depression. I know I say that quite a bit. But yeah that was almost 5 months long this time around. Yes, there were some contributing factors that kept it going, like the loss of my dear sweet Bella. I still tear up about losing her and seeing old pictures of her. I love my new cat Ba-Boy. He is a total nerd and filled with so much love. We are still learning about each other, but for the most part I think that he is going to be a good dude.

My friendships across the board seem to be stable right now, and I have even made some new friends in the process. Which is strange to think about how horribly depressed I was, and still managed to somehow make new friends? Finding the new hobby of going to the bar and playing trivia on Tuesday and Wednesday has been a lot of help. And I really do have fun and look forward to it. 

I have started making a list of things that I need to do and want to do, in regards to my house and just trying to get things situated in my life. Im tired, and lack the energy to do things much anymore. But I know that I have to try and make some changes, because sleeping all day isnt good for me. Nor is my increasing weight. But right now im doing good just to keep my eyes open and moving forward most days.

But one step at a time.