Birthday month blues

Well, it's that wonderful time a year again where I 'celebrate' another trip around the sun. I don't know
what it is that causes depression to hit me every year around my birthday. I don't know if it's the fact that so many people that I loved were born in March and that they are no longer with me, or if it's just a subconscious tic on the calendar of my own mortality.

But the last few days, I have been really down, and midlevel depressed. I'm stressed out about my book, I'm stressed about my finances, I'm stressed about my car, my living situation, my health, just everything it seems like these days.

It really sucks because I go these long periods of not having any depression or feeling down and blue, to extreme cases. Though that is to be expected of being bipolar. All that I do know is that I hope this passes quickly and that the rest of the month will have fun, and great news instore.