Week of learning

So another week has come and passed. It has been a decent week. A week that I feel has been fulfilling and just pleasant. I have had a few up’s and downs, and have helped some people through hard times, and been the ear of confidence and just someone to turn to. I have heard the woeful tales of a relationship that may end, the heart breaking news of a friend passing. The moments of joy and sadness that seem to blend. I have found new ambitions, and new desires. I have found a resolve within me that I thought was dead, though it may still take a while for it to be fully realized. But I feel the flicker of warmth where a fire may soon be. There are still many baby steps that I need to take, but the journey of a thousand miles starts with one step.You see, nightly I listen to the broken hearted, the over worked, and the lonely tell me their stories and their woes. Opening up to me because they need answers. So I divine their fates, and tell them a story, of what could be, and what is to be. Sometimes they heed my warnings and advice others they don’t. Helping others helps me. I find in their day to day lives the answer that I seek in mine. I am not able to see my life as I do others, but I see in them the situations that I am dealing with and by advising them I am advising myself.
Much like Alice before she drank from the bottle to go through the door “…I am simply giving myself some good advice” However, I find it more of a direct connection to the universe and that my words are not only the fortunes that I must tell others but within are fragmented truths and answers that seem to fit into my life as well.

Health, Home, Happiness…These are the 3 H’s that I am working on. In order to live a good life one must be fairly healthy. This means that I need to start working on being more healthy. I have begun to take vitamins and trying to keep my sugars within range. Home, every day I do something different in my home to clean it or organize it so that it looks better day by day. Happiness, I am finding that by doing the first two that the third is falling into place. After these I intend on working on Me, Myself, and I.
I know this sounds selfish but really its more about being the best me I can be. Me, I need to start doing more for me. I need to be good to me, and take care of me. Myself, I need to be honest with myself, and discipline myself, motivate myself, and challenge myself. I, I need to be a better friend, I need to revisit some of the things I liked to do but don’t any more. I want to be more creative and artistic.

So as this week draws to a close and Monday opens the doors for a new week I just look back at the growth that has happened the last few days and pray to the gods that this next week will be just as inspiring, and fulfilling and fun.