The return of depression

So as wth every fall leading in on the winter months, my depression has seemed to return. I find it funny that it should return only days after I completed a Mental Health Challenge called Choose the Light, with this company called Virutal Pacer Series.

I don't pretend to uderstand why my depression comes and goes. However, I am beginning to be able to pin point its orgins pretty well. And this bout started October 4th during a music event being held at the bar I like going to. Now all that I can do is just sit back and wait for it to come to a conclusion. 

While that is taking place, I do not know what I should be doing with myself at the moment. I feel like I should be writing. I feel like I should be taking some classes. I feel like I should just sleep until March. And I feel like I should really dig my heels in and just throw myself head first into all of it and  just power through the whole ordeal

Either way I know that its going to be a long winter if thi